When you start going through changes like I have over the past year, you do have to stop and be grateful for the change and for the evolution of yourself. I am very grateful for the changes that I’ve gone through, even though some of them have been very difficult. I am grateful for the health. I am grateful for the fitness. And I am grateful for the new start in a new town.

I am also thankful for the opportunity of rediscovering myself and becoming myself again. Traveling this new road is challenging, fun and a little scary at times. There are days I wonder what am I doing here?

I just have to remain faithful to who I am while awaiting Fate’s new tapestry that weaves my future threads together. How though? Where destiny is concerned we can’t see a way. So we trust Destiny has a plan and it will materialize. In the meantime we live true to our integrity.

Though our hearts search for another’s presence, we wait for destiny to open the door to these desires at the preordained time.

How long will it take? We know our lives are closer to the end than the beginning. So that adds more fear. What if we run out of time?

I hate wasting even one more day without finding each other, but we wait for Fate. Will Fate make a change? This is the great unknown, but life can change on a dime. I could find myself free from an unexpected event.

Wait that already happened in 2019. It can’t be seen, at this time, what 2020 has in store.

So I wait, expecting a predestined miracle. Thankful and grateful for how far I have come and for what lies ahead.

2020 Resolved:

• Keep working on health, fitness, and weight loss.
• Continue developing my relationships with family and friends.
• Open my heart to love again when Fate opens that door.
• Start a new career that frees me to be creative and augments my retirement income.
• Travel and explore my new region of the country.
• Remain grateful.